driving test is coming soon!

went to learn driving yesterday. suddenly decided to take my driving test on the coming monday but my up-the-slope is still a FAIL lehh. omg, i scared. :/

pray hard for me that im not going to fail ahhh.... :)

tmr will go for a practise again. hopefully i can do well la. im worried nowadays. :(

if i fail, i have to use my own money to retake. i guess my money gonna used up soon. :(

feel very tired since yesterday. i don't know why.

最近总感觉有点怪怪的....

I'm complaining. :(

yesterday after dance class, i heard wei ying said there is a competition in may and june. she asked me to partner with her to participate in the lady's event.

after confirm with our dance teacher, Janice, she said we can try and I was so happy told my parents. when i told them the compeptitions are in Penang, they did not allow me.

WTF! -.-

they said Penang is very far and worried! Wth were you all talking?

heyy, I'm going to 18 soon. are you going to continue treat me like a little girl?

i know you take care of me but can you please let me go sometimes?

sometimes, i really hate you all taking care of me like little girl!!!

I HATE IT, YOU KNOW?

HOW I WISH YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

do not say i'm being rude now! this is what i want to say all this time! -.-

Recently, i really hate my working schedule!

due to somebody has to work at other places, i have to work during every weekends. that's not the point. but they made until the schedule is so not-flexible. how if i got something to do during weekends? really something i must do leh. then nobody can replace me..! -.-

this time i really not satisfied about you people!

now you do your own thing during weekends but now i cant do my own thing.

what the hell is that, girls? -.-

okay, i know i have to chill now. i have typed many bad words in this post. idontfuckingcarehowmanybadwordsityped.

Where's my blog header?!

ohhh, it's 1st of March today! time really flies. so fast, it's the beginning of March.

I haven't been schooling in these months. Working, eating, playing and sleeping are my main activities.

I think soon i will be going to college. till now, I still don't know what course I'm going to take. sounds sad,,, horrr? :(

well, i just changed my layouts of my blog. I have lost the things that I have set up last time, like the links and my biography. I forgot what I wrote already. :O

anyway, I'm looking for some pictures that can put on my blog header. hmmm..where to find? :)

I think I will ask a 'professional' photographer and see... ;)

okay, that's all for today. bye.

curious what is it? tell you, im addicted to this games currently. it's called Cake Mania.

i know it looks childish but this type of games is my favourite. it's something like management, you know The Sims? Tycoon Rollercoaster? yeah, these are the games i like.

i dislike racing and fireguns, that kind of games. maybe it's more to boyish? i don't know..

talk back to my favourite games. where can I get this game? i can't download full version, only free trial version, try 1 hour only. iiiiissssshhh! i don't want to waste my money to buy cd to install!! anyone have it?

aiyorrr..im keep thinking of this game... :/

I just went to my form 5 class gathering. hmmm..for me, i think it was quite boring lahh, expected one. sorry my friend, if you see this.

maybe it's my problem. maybe i don't enjoy?

for me, i think i really can't mix with them. the topic different one. maybe because most of them start college/uni already. but the course they study is definetely different from what i want to study in the future. they study something related to science wei. ohhhh...for sure, i wont study something related to science anymore. :/

sometimes, even they talked also put some science concept into it. OMG! :O

can you all please don't talk so-scientifically lah.... i don't understand. @.@

nvrm la, i went just to meet my friends and listen to their stories in collge/uni. ignore what i dont understand la. :D

it's valentine's day tomorrow. wish all of you HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

p/s: i'm still single. will work on that day. no celebrations, no present. but i still enjoy my life currently. hope you do so. :D

group picture. :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI!

I'm wearing on cheongsam. :) nice?

i never blog for long time already. seriously, i have no time to online. unless i off. but whenever i off, i sure got things to do on that day. anyway, im also lazy to blog these days. thinking of deleting it. since i have no readers also, delete or not also no different kan? ;)

happened many things recently. woahhh! i dont even know how to say it here.

i gain many experience while working, face many things, many people everyday which i enjoy it alot. it's different from going school. studying in school is very boring. everyday meet the same people, study the same subject, following the same timetable. uggghhh..darn bored!! sometimes, working is quite bored also. everyday do the same job.

but i enjoy the life nowadays. :)

today is the first day of chinese new year. i didnt go anywhere to visit my relatives. went to midv just now. at first wanted to go there to watch movie but there was no seat. uggghh..bad luck! :(

i just bought tvb series drama，义海豪情! wow! it's so cool! i love that drama so mucccchhh.

every episode is very *gan jeong*! watching drama is the best way to cure boredness. omgggg. every actor and actress act very good in this drama. love it! must watch! trust me! :D

again, i've not been blogging for long time. not that i lazy, is because I seriously dont have that much time to blog. every night after work reached home, I'm very very very tired. totally dont have the time to think of online or whatever. first i wanna do is sleep. :D

actually, i got many things to say here. but whenever i post, i dont know where to start. *what's wrong with you, kongjiayee?* :O

有时，我真的很想就这样离开这个地方。

如果我静悄悄地离开，可以吗？

我不想有人替我饯行。让我没有牵挂地走，好吗？:)

suddenly, i feel that i have less confidence to myself.

i aint pretty. i aint intelligent. i aint talented. i aint good in any talents.

im ugly. im dumb. im useless. i have nothing to show off.

dont know why, recently, i feel that im like so-useless.

siggghhhh. am i really that negative?

till now, i still dont really know myself. i dont know what i want. i dont know what kind of person i am. i dont know whatever.

can you understand this kind of feeling? like so hopeless. :S

these few nights, i thought of many things till i insomnia. i hate this kind of feeling. like i cant solve anything. :/

useless me...

people say that i'm negative. awwwww... how?

sometimes, i even think of doing plastic surgery on my face cos im ugly. :/

im not crazy, this seriously comes to my mind for few times.

hmmm..i hope i have money to do plastic surgery too. i hope the new look can boost my confidence.

random pictures of me:

conclusion: ugly right? ;) *keep the answer in your heart, no need to tell me what you think. i will know what you think*