Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I'm still ill. omg. :(
what happen to me?
sore throat and coughing. sigggghhhh.




anyway, wishing this pretty girl, shi yi aka Rene a Happy Birthday! BFF forever. loves.

Monday, March 28, 2011

college life starts tomorrow

yesterday was the last day I work. hmmm...i don't know how to say. got abit 不舍得lor... it's my first job. I experienced many things while working. many things such as communication with people, how to deal with people and alot alot. these experience I got will be useful to me in the future. appreciate it much.

to my boss, Sue: thanks for everything you taught me. sorry for everything if I had done something wrong and made you unhappy. please forgive me if I had really made you unhappy. :)


tomorrow will be my first day to college. gan-jiong ahhhh.... :D
last friday I went to the orientation. ok ok lahhh. but i fall sick when i came back. fever and sore throat. till now still haven't recovered ahhh. :( anyway, i made some new friends on orientation day. :)
the coming wednesday will have a freshie night in inti which is held for the new students. i guess im going lah. the theme is hawaii. i don't have any outfits which suit lehh. :O



Monday, March 21, 2011

一个人也可以很好



1

每天睡到自然醒

睁开眼睛一天的生活完全自己安排

2

晚上不用发短信

可以随时下线

3

不用担心电话随时会响

更不用担心看到未接电话怎么解释

4

电话可以随时关机、随时不带

甚至没有

5

游泳可以带着姐妹

爬山可以跟着兄弟

6

假期有足够的时间陪家人

回完奶奶家又回姥姥家

7

原来老人真的有很多话要和我们说。

8

看到他们脸上的笑容和不舍的神情

我可以轻松地笑着说:

放心啦……

这个假期我会时常回来的

9

看电影只需根据自己的喜好

10

打网球只为了愉悦自己

11

可以和强悍的健身教练聊很久

都不会觉得内疚

12

爱和谁唱歌就和谁唱

想唱什么就唱什么

不用担心跑调会丢人

更可以大唱特唱伤感情歌

13

通宵可以到任何时刻

14

不开心的时候可以大喊寂寞

开心的时候可以自由的逍遥

15

可以找志同道合的兄弟去一块潇洒

一句话不说也觉得很满足

16

没事的时候可以跟家里人吃吃饭

看着他们满足的表情

17

不用等候着谁的回话

更不用想着制造浪漫

18

不用花时间想自己是不是哪里做错了

19

不用为了一些搞不清楚的事而道歉

20

最最关键的是

过年过节

可以安安心心在家陪父母过

21

不用再去牵挂

不用再去流泪

22

不用放下身段去讨好

不用费劲心思去娱乐

23

最重要的是

我是一个人

比你更幸福的生活










其实无所谓恋爱或者单身

快乐就好

又好像有些时候有些人

恋爱的很“单身”

单身的又很暧昧

何必呢?

恋爱的时候

享受爱情

单身的时候

享受自由

可以跟一大堆认识的不认识的人

过着各种像什么11.11、7.7、2.14

稀奇古怪节日也还不错

就算我明天就恋爱

今天的我照样很享受

缘来的时候我挡也挡不住

又何必挡呢?

可是要我为了没有感觉的人

放弃这样的单身生活

算了

我做不到

至于放下了没这个问题

其实放不放下又怎样呢?

我想我不需要用恋爱来证明我放下了

我只能说现在的单身

绝不是因为没有放下

嗯……

就是这样

细细道来

我才发现单身这么好

Happy belated birthday to amy!

went to amy's house to give her a surprise birthday party yesterday. she didn't know it, I contacted her family few weeks ago.we did give her a surprise but it didn't go like our plan. our plan was to hide in the kitchen, somebody carried the birthday cake, everyone came out and sang birthday song when amy came back. but we didn't manage to hide in the kitchen and she came back already.
anyway, amy was stunned when she saw us outside the door. take it as a success plan la. :D
it was so fun talking with best friends. I can talk whatever and laugh however.


this girl below is the birthday girl, amy. :D





i guess this is the first photo that we took picture together. ;)
eh, my friend said i look better in this hairstyle. i feel like cutting my hair short again. :D
should I?



I'm looking forward to meet them again on wednesday, which is the spm result released day. say the truth, till now i still don't have any feel. maybe i don't expect high...? i just hope to meet them and talk again. we can really talk non-stop. :D
so sad that, i still need to work on that day. maybe i have to rush back lor. :(



朋友,我好讨厌你的自私哦!




Tuesday, March 15, 2011

start college soon...?

heyyy yo! I passed my driving test! :D
im not going to tell the details here. just to say that:"YEAH! I passed!" :D
I had gastric again yesterday because I was too hungry while waiting to back home, I did eat a bread there but still pain. what to do? :S
so, I slept suuuuppppppeer early yesterday. guess what time? ;P
I slept at 7pm!! cannot tahan ahhh..it was very pain. I couldn't even stand or sit or walk so I slept.
4am, i woke up already. waited the time past and followed my mum to her line dance place.
what a healthy lifestyle. XD


I think I'm going to register myself at Sunway University College within this week. I'm going to choose foundation in arts and it gonna start school on next monday. wow, very fast right?
cannot la, must go for march intake if not got to wait till July. I don't want rot at home anymore. later my brain rust! hahaha!

Saturday, March 12, 2011


went to Facon EduFair @Klcc today. for what? to get info about my further study lor.
i asked about business, i think i roughly know what i gonna study soon. thinking of studying foundation in business. im considering sunway university college, inti university college and Help university college. will decide soon de la.

Actually I'm interested in Hotel Management but my parent encourage m
e to study business. nvrm la, just listen to them la. they are the one who pay.
I dropped by a booth where it was a oversea study hospitality in Switzerland. Omg! I actually think about it before and my mum let me to go. but you know, the fees is AWESOME! *i forget how much but it's a BIG amount which my family can't afford*
i did have a nice talk with the counsellor , i like her, she's friendly. :)


after that, i went to Sony alpha convention centre *i forget the name, but it's sony DSLR camera show*. eh, there had so many cameras and for sure, many beauties were there too. I wanna take picture too but when I saw those photographers next to me were holding professional DSLR camera, I really had no face to take out my mini-compact-digital-camera. *I shy* as you know, I have thick face. XD
I saw Sony Nex-3 and Nex-5. the cameras are half DSLR, which are more lighte
r than those DSLR cameras and they can capture DSLR quality photos. my mum soooo like it but I don't.
I STILL WANT DSLR CAMERA!! im saving money now. :)
I hope I can be a wedding photographer.



there's a serious thing happen in the world now. Magnitude of 8.9 earthquake/tsunami happened in Japan. Many countries were affected too, Indonesia, Taiwan, Philippine, Hawaii, Russia and more. let's pray for the whole world people, hope they are fine.
i really scared the world really ends in year 2012. oh, please don't. I still have many
things haven't do. I still don't have a boyfriend, I haven't married, I haven't finish studying, I haven't traveled all over the world and lots lots things......!!
maybe this is a warning from the god. we should take care of the earth.
let's pray for the victims of this incident. pray hard.



oh ya, just got news that spm result will release on 23rd of March. got to build my heart strong already. but i don't expect high for my spm lahhh. wish me luck.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Wish me luck

I just went to learn driving today.
Finally, my up-the-slope is fine but sometimes still cannot. maybe I'm too nervous?
Felt so happy when I finally did the slope part.
Took KTM back to subang today since uncle got to fetch many people..and uncle's wife fetched jenice and I back home. She's sweet. :D
Oh, it's the first time I took KTM. bad service KTM, let me waited for so lonnnngggggg. booooo.... :(
Didn't eat much for my lunch, just had a cheese stick and a piece of banana cake. Gosh, stomach pain/gastric (idk is which one) when i reached home. Now still pain. :/
Awwwwww...I really can't let myself hungry one. :(
But I don't feel like eating at the driving centre there lor, dirty! Yucks!
Maybe going for practice again on Sunday. Don't know can make it or not cos I got working, don't know got people can replace me or not. But I also don't care la, I got my thing to do, I really can't make it.
I want to say it again:"I dislike my working schedule! Due to your own profit, we have to follow your schedule? You earn then I lost? Yeah, I lost! and...you FUCK OFF!"







不主动去追求,是注定失败。不过,我却害怕失败。所以,我选择逃避。



I'm going to Facon Edufair which is at KLCC on saturday. really have to decide what course should I study already. on leave again on saturday and I'm not going to get my pay. -.-

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

driving test is coming soon!


went to learn driving yesterday. suddenly decided to take my driving test on the coming monday but my up-the-slope is still a FAIL lehh. omg, i scared. :/
pray hard for me that im not going to fail ahhh.... :)
tmr will go for a practise again. hopefully i can do well la. im worried nowadays. :(
if i fail, i have to use my own money to retake. i guess my money gonna used up soon. :(


feel very tired since yesterday. i don't know why.


最近总感觉有点怪怪的....

Monday, March 7, 2011

I'm complaining. :(



yesterday after dance class, i heard wei ying said there is a competition in may and june. she asked me to partner with her to participate in the lady's event.
after confirm with our dance teacher, Janice, she said we can try and I was so happy told my parents. when i told them the compeptitions are in Penang, they did not allow me.
WTF! -.-
they said Penang is very far and worried! Wth were you all talking?
heyy, I'm going to 18 soon. are you going to continue treat me like a little girl?
i know you take care of me but can you please let me go sometimes?
sometimes, i really hate you all taking care of me like little girl!!!
I HATE IT, YOU KNOW?
HOW I WISH YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

do not say i'm being rude now! this is what i want to say all this time! -.-



Recently, i really hate my working schedule!
due to somebody has to work at other places, i have to work during every weekends. that's not the point. but they made until the schedule is so not-flexible. how if i got something to do during weekends? really something i must do leh. then nobody can replace me..! -.-
this time i really not satisfied about you people!
now you do your own thing during weekends but now i cant do my own thing.
what the hell is that, girls? -.-


okay, i know i have to chill now. i have typed many bad words in this post. idontfuckingcarehowmanybadwordsityped.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Where's my blog header?!

ohhh, it's 1st of March today! time really flies. so fast, it's the beginning of March.
I haven't been schooling in these months. Working, eating, playing and sleeping are my main activities.
I think soon i will be going to college. till now, I still don't know what course I'm going to take. sounds sad,,, horrr? :(

well, i just changed my layouts of my blog. I have lost the things that I have set up last time, like the links and my biography. I forgot what I wrote already. :O
anyway, I'm looking for some pictures that can put on my blog header. hmmm..where to find? :)
I think I will ask a 'professional' photographer and see... ;)


okay, that's all for today. bye.