I HAVE BEEN EMO FROM THURSDAY TILL NOW. =(

this is what I did today. it's holiday, im supposed to study. but, u see, im editing photos. -.-

really hopeless me. =/

i am exhausted, suppppeer tired and have a feel to cry right now. in fact, i had cried already.
this whole week, im suppeer tired. i dont know why. maybe it's because i slept at the early morning everyday then i have not enough of sleep.

on wednesday, i had tuition for phy at 5pm till 7pm since phy exam would be on thur. after that, i had dance class at 8pm till 9pm. actually, i was very tired and i couldnt focus. the steps i did were bad. aiks. my dance exam will be one month later. reached home at nearly 9.30pm then i had shower. when everything was done, it was 10pm already. and i had not started to study, never touch my phy yet. as u know, my 3 science subj are SUX. im totally not interested in those. *i know u will think:" then why u enter science stream?" ok, i will not answer you. that's a long story*
then, i just studied form 5 chapter 2 for phy. and phy was coming out all form 4 and form 5 till chapter 3. ok, i dont care already. i told myself to sleep at 12am no matter i had finished study or not because i was very tired. the night on tue i was able to do that but on wed i was unable to do that. i had not done my chapter 2 yet at 12am. so, i slept at 2am.
then, u know what la. i was very very very tired when i was in school. slept 1 hr during phy2 which is 2hr and 30mins. bio 2 i slept 1 hr too but i did better for bio. i leaved it blank for 2 pgs and didnt do section C for phy2. 200% confirmed my phy is failed. haizzz..

i cried i think is because the stress of exam. my mum just talked with me then i cried already. im ok, my mum was not scolded me. i think im just sensitive. haaaiiizz. it's ok. when im stress i will cry. after that, i will be fine. hope so la. =)

S.H.E-10. 愛就對了歌詞

愛就對了

主唱: S.H.E

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚 才能換來對於愛的體會
你看 世界沒有毀滅 心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決
你當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的 更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以 別再理 有他的回憶 有空再回憶
離開你的只有他 但是愛還在

＊聽我說 愛是對的 錯的是我們還沒學會愛　就急著愛人 而愛錯人　
可是 愛就對了 遇到下一個　愛上就愛了 痛苦或快樂 都是我的＊
我當然經歷過你現在的感受
我想的是人必經的折磨 Yeah
也許 每個人都該是某個人 成長的助手受一點互動 幫助他承受
Repeat＊
別探聽他的線索　別等待他會回頭愛（哎）呀呀 （不喜歡看人軟弱）
別繼續把心封鎖　別躲在傷心里頭愛（哎）呀呀 （萬一來了別錯過）

愛是對的 錯的是我們還沒學會愛就急著愛人 而愛錯人
可是 愛就對了遇到下一個愛上就愛了 痛苦或快樂 都是我的

聽我說 愛是對的 錯的是別人自以為懂愛才會又愛人 又傷害人
可是 愛就對了 愛了就值得愛這門功課 艱深但快樂 愛就對了

聽我說 愛是對的錯的是別人自以為懂愛
才會又愛人 又傷害人可是 愛就對了 愛了就值得
愛這門功課 艱深但快樂 愛就對了（萬一來了別錯過)

tomorrow 5.23 is my liltle bro's b'day.
i almost forget leh. only rmb it when i wrote the date on sejarah paper. im heartless, i know. LOL
mabe going to sunway pyramid to celebrate. yayy!

HAPPY 12th B'DAY TO KONG JIA MENG!!

p/s: if u love someone, write their name in a circle; because heart can be broken but circles never end.

exam started this week. it will be exam for 3 weeks. AWWWWW. suffering. nightmare.

well. BM, English, Maths, History and Sivic were tested. no need to care about them.
2nd week will be Moral, Add Maths, Bio and Physics. I never touch my bio and just study few pages pf phy. this time really gona fail them. suan la, failed for many times edi. more 1 time is the same also. better put more effort on Add Maths and Moral.

studied sejarah till 2am today. and then woke up at 5.30am. really tired. over slept till i was late 30mins for tuition.

JIA WEI'S CAR HAS I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-MANY-COCKROACH!!!! =@



what do u feel when u see this? u think im joking? exaggerating? bluffing? or u feel disgusting? exciting? curious?

I tell you, it's true!! I'm serious and I feel disgusting. wth is this?



Let me tell you who is JIA WEI. he's a form 3 quite fat boy (sorry for saying that but it's a fact), studies in CHS, i forget which class he's from. he car-pool with chi yiu, wei ying and I since this year 2nd week of Jan. he was in the same primary school with my bro, JIA LERT before. he stays at p12 where nearby chiyiu's house, it's just next 2 doors only. he started to car pool with us because he's chiyiu's neighbour. at 1st, he wants to pay us for fetching him. But, due to some reason, wei ying's mum and my mum dont want to accept his money. Finally he car pool with us.

At 1st, im ok with him, just feel he's quite weird. Maybe im still not close with him. But, soon, i damn beh-song of him. u know..we had to squeeze at the ack because of his bro's appearance. his brother is going to the comp class on every monday. i know i should not feel that because our destination are the same. but he makes me feel uncomfortable. the driver should change a bigger car. fine, i dont want to give comment on this. next, his car has cockroach. i saw the cockroach for TWO times already. wth. i cant imagine how's the cleanliness of the car. last time i went school by bus also never see a cockroach or any insects in the bus. omg. should i tell the driver? but i dont know how to tell the driver? how if he embarassed? chheeyyy. why should i care? his problem for not cleaning his car lor. damn!!

p/s: today is 520. i love you.