again, i've not been blogging for long time. not that i lazy, is because I seriously dont have that much time to blog. every night after work reached home, I'm very very very tired. totally dont have the time to think of online or whatever. first i wanna do is sleep. :D
actually, i got many things to say here. but whenever i post, i dont know where to start. *what's wrong with you, kongjiayee?* :O
有时，我真的很想就这样离开这个地方。
如果我静悄悄地离开，可以吗？
我不想有人替我饯行。让我没有牵挂地走，好吗？:)
suddenly, i feel that i have less confidence to myself.
i aint pretty. i aint intelligent. i aint talented. i aint good in any talents.
im ugly. im dumb. im useless. i have nothing to show off.
dont know why, recently, i feel that im like so-useless.
siggghhhh. am i really that negative?
till now, i still dont really know myself. i dont know what i want. i dont know what kind of person i am. i dont know whatever.
can you understand this kind of feeling? like so hopeless. :S
these few nights, i thought of many things till i insomnia. i hate this kind of feeling. like i cant solve anything. :/
useless me...
people say that i'm negative. awwwww... how?
sometimes, i even think of doing plastic surgery on my face cos im ugly. :/
im not crazy, this seriously comes to my mind for few times.
hmmm..i hope i have money to do plastic surgery too. i hope the new look can boost my confidence.
random pictures of me:
conclusion: ugly right? ;) *keep the answer in your heart, no need to tell me what you think. i will know what you think*
