I HAVE BEEN EMO FROM THURSDAY TILL NOW. =(

this is what I did today. it's holiday, im supposed to study. but, u see, im editing photos. -.-

really hopeless me. =/

i am exhausted, suppppeer tired and have a feel to cry right now. in fact, i had cried already.
this whole week, im suppeer tired. i dont know why. maybe it's because i slept at the early morning everyday then i have not enough of sleep.

on wednesday, i had tuition for phy at 5pm till 7pm since phy exam would be on thur. after that, i had dance class at 8pm till 9pm. actually, i was very tired and i couldnt focus. the steps i did were bad. aiks. my dance exam will be one month later. reached home at nearly 9.30pm then i had shower. when everything was done, it was 10pm already. and i had not started to study, never touch my phy yet. as u know, my 3 science subj are SUX. im totally not interested in those. *i know u will think:" then why u enter science stream?" ok, i will not answer you. that's a long story*
then, i just studied form 5 chapter 2 for phy. and phy was coming out all form 4 and form 5 till chapter 3. ok, i dont care already. i told myself to sleep at 12am no matter i had finished study or not because i was very tired. the night on tue i was able to do that but on wed i was unable to do that. i had not done my chapter 2 yet at 12am. so, i slept at 2am.
then, u know what la. i was very very very tired when i was in school. slept 1 hr during phy2 which is 2hr and 30mins. bio 2 i slept 1 hr too but i did better for bio. i leaved it blank for 2 pgs and didnt do section C for phy2. 200% confirmed my phy is failed. haizzz..

i cried i think is because the stress of exam. my mum just talked with me then i cried already. im ok, my mum was not scolded me. i think im just sensitive. haaaiiizz. it's ok. when im stress i will cry. after that, i will be fine. hope so la. =)

S.H.E-10. 愛就對了歌詞

愛就對了

主唱: S.H.E

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚 才能換來對於愛的體會
你看 世界沒有毀滅 心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決
你當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的 更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以 別再理 有他的回憶 有空再回憶
離開你的只有他 但是愛還在

＊聽我說 愛是對的 錯的是我們還沒學會愛　就急著愛人 而愛錯人　
可是 愛就對了 遇到下一個　愛上就愛了 痛苦或快樂 都是我的＊
我當然經歷過你現在的感受
我想的是人必經的折磨 Yeah
也許 每個人都該是某個人 成長的助手受一點互動 幫助他承受
Repeat＊
別探聽他的線索　別等待他會回頭愛（哎）呀呀 （不喜歡看人軟弱）
別繼續把心封鎖　別躲在傷心里頭愛（哎）呀呀 （萬一來了別錯過）

愛是對的 錯的是我們還沒學會愛就急著愛人 而愛錯人
可是 愛就對了遇到下一個愛上就愛了 痛苦或快樂 都是我的

聽我說 愛是對的 錯的是別人自以為懂愛才會又愛人 又傷害人
可是 愛就對了 愛了就值得愛這門功課 艱深但快樂 愛就對了

聽我說 愛是對的錯的是別人自以為懂愛
才會又愛人 又傷害人可是 愛就對了 愛了就值得
愛這門功課 艱深但快樂 愛就對了（萬一來了別錯過)

tomorrow 5.23 is my liltle bro's b'day.
i almost forget leh. only rmb it when i wrote the date on sejarah paper. im heartless, i know. LOL
mabe going to sunway pyramid to celebrate. yayy!

HAPPY 12th B'DAY TO KONG JIA MENG!!

p/s: if u love someone, write their name in a circle; because heart can be broken but circles never end.

exam started this week. it will be exam for 3 weeks. AWWWWW. suffering. nightmare.

well. BM, English, Maths, History and Sivic were tested. no need to care about them.
2nd week will be Moral, Add Maths, Bio and Physics. I never touch my bio and just study few pages pf phy. this time really gona fail them. suan la, failed for many times edi. more 1 time is the same also. better put more effort on Add Maths and Moral.

studied sejarah till 2am today. and then woke up at 5.30am. really tired. over slept till i was late 30mins for tuition.

JIA WEI'S CAR HAS I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-MANY-COCKROACH!!!! =@



what do u feel when u see this? u think im joking? exaggerating? bluffing? or u feel disgusting? exciting? curious?

I tell you, it's true!! I'm serious and I feel disgusting. wth is this?



Let me tell you who is JIA WEI. he's a form 3 quite fat boy (sorry for saying that but it's a fact), studies in CHS, i forget which class he's from. he car-pool with chi yiu, wei ying and I since this year 2nd week of Jan. he was in the same primary school with my bro, JIA LERT before. he stays at p12 where nearby chiyiu's house, it's just next 2 doors only. he started to car pool with us because he's chiyiu's neighbour. at 1st, he wants to pay us for fetching him. But, due to some reason, wei ying's mum and my mum dont want to accept his money. Finally he car pool with us.

At 1st, im ok with him, just feel he's quite weird. Maybe im still not close with him. But, soon, i damn beh-song of him. u know..we had to squeeze at the ack because of his bro's appearance. his brother is going to the comp class on every monday. i know i should not feel that because our destination are the same. but he makes me feel uncomfortable. the driver should change a bigger car. fine, i dont want to give comment on this. next, his car has cockroach. i saw the cockroach for TWO times already. wth. i cant imagine how's the cleanliness of the car. last time i went school by bus also never see a cockroach or any insects in the bus. omg. should i tell the driver? but i dont know how to tell the driver? how if he embarassed? chheeyyy. why should i care? his problem for not cleaning his car lor. damn!!

p/s: today is 520. i love you.

exam is around the corner. it starts on the coming monday.
arrrrgggghhhh...feel to die right now.
dont know why, much stress come in a sudden. it's not my usual type.
maybe i start to feel gan jeong of my studies gua...but how lerh? my 3 sci subj are SUX like hell.
everytime i told myself to study hard but i always couldnt do it.
nvrm la, i will study hard only when the times come nearer.

this term exam lasts 3 weeks. after that, straight holiday. woohooo. let's plan what to play during hols!!
aikkss, im so sick of playing. exam hasnt started yet then i think of playing. no eyes to see already. o.O

all the best to everyone. good luck. ;)

this was the drama presentation for my sivik project. now only uploaded photos. haha.
this drama was entertaining, according to my beloved classmates. =)

see the MARLBORO EXTRA LARG..!! i love that cigarette. LOL

kwang chern was so 'high'

the 2 gangster were blocking the way of shi yi.

while shi yi was in the library...

the gangsters came and asked her to do the homework for them.

the next day, the gangster came gain and asked for money now..

one buck was nt enough for them...10 bucks was not enough...50 bucks!! they satisfied..!

I, as her best friend asked what happen to her.

brought shiyi to meet the counseling teacher.

the principal. the most funny part. she acted reli alike with pn.lee kim lai. LOL. 'my heart sank..'

the 2 gangster were called up.

the principal's cane came out from amy's pinafore in a sudden. haha. tuck in ur shirt, qi yan!!

public cane..

awww..their butt.... XD

situation 2

chemistry quiz

since amy was madly in love in kwang chern, she wrote her boyf's initial in the formula.

so, shi yi won!!

shi yi 'hmph' to amy..

amy felt sad so she dated his boyf.

heyy, no touchy touchy.. lol

u two ah...over romantic!!

i was zat-ing amy...

kwang chern scolded me.

a fight started

amy's pinafore was teared

kwang chern was hit.

in the hospital..

amy was gek dong when the docto entered.

chill amy...

amy was asked to deep breath. in......*stopped 10 sec*......out

the most yeng doctor.

the gangster were caught.

before the end,

qiyan:" eh, can drive faster?"

lmao.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

woke up at 8am today. early right? not really la because i slept at 6pm yesterday since i was not felling well. slept 14 hours lerh. so energetic when i woke up.

only realised today is mother's day when dad woke me up. i din do anything, not even a card. bad girl me... i din buy anything because i hav no money. if i buy oso use dad's money, it was counted as my dad money, not counted i buy. my art is so bad, make a card oso no use lor. so ended up nothing.

anyway, i still do a thing for my mum. accompany her shopping at sunway pyramid weii. the males stayed at home lor. and we finally bought a camera, no, there were 2 camera!!! because Nikon has promotion--buy 1 free 1. yay!! so there were 2 camera, one is for mum and another one is for myself. hahahaha. finally i got one camera.

shopping and walked around. untill 6pm only went back home. woooooooooossssssssshhhhhhhh. so good. long time nvr shopping for so long without males disturbing. =)

met my mum's friend and according to them, her son was my friend, same primary school and same tuition with me before. omg. i totally forgot about this person. till now still had no image la. he is Victor, according to his mother. he studied at sri serdaya, which is same school with jak hao and mabel. but now the last year of his secondary school life, he transferred to a malay school, i dont know what school. hmmm...not my business though. hahaha. gonna ask jak hao whether he knows this person or not. =D

SPORTS DAY

it was the last year i participated in chs sports day as a chs student. if next year im going to chs sports day again, i will participate as an ex-chs student. so i must enjoy the sports day this year.

reached school at 6.10am. i was supposed to reach thr at 6am or earlier. but due to my carelessness, i set my alarm to 4.45pm instead of 4.45am. OMG. damn big mistake. luckily my mum woke me up at 5.30am. but still late already, i planned to depart at 5.30am. well, after that i was able to depart at 5.50am. the road was smooth since it was supeer early morning.

when i reached the green house deco room, there were many ppl already. the costumes and the tent were finished done. felt so sorry for not helping much on the deco bcos i was ILL on friday and i was absent that day. so i din help out much. on fri just helped out on the marcher's costume. the make up on their eyes were awesome, so nice, really. and i painted Sukesh, the mascot's hands and legs by using the pelaka. so pity of him that the paint was on his body. u know it is bad that paints are painted on ur body. ewh~ what to do? he was the mascot--the Ninja Turtle.

Gerald borrowed his DSLR camera to me since he would be busy in the whole day. he borrowed me to snap the whole event. wow. so shocked because i dont really so close with him and i dont really pro in using the DSLR camera. i tried to take nice photos. i had taken 500++ photos on that day, i think, there was only 1 photo nice. haizzz...poor thing me and the camera. wasted la. nvrm, take it as a lesson la. =) so great for taking the DSLR camera in the whole day. i can go to front there to take picture without looking weird by peoples. haha. felt so great. i was like a journalist, right? ;) hahahaha. stood under the hot sun to take pictures even though i was ILL.

blue house was the avatar. wow..i love it. too bad the blue marchers were messy when they were performed, they were out of tempo. whole performance gone. heard that their performed shud be nice one but they did mistake on their counting. red house, the christmas, so cutteee. no matter their tent and marching were supeer good. and yellow, the Transformer Bumble Bee, quite good though. Green house so so la, i like the ninja turtle. purple was so so only, ntg much special. =)
Red house got the first in perkhemahan and marching. congrates. green house got second in perkhemahan and third in marching. well done. purple got nothing in both lerh. anw, purple was the first in the overall.

there was something not good happen on that day. there were 70++ handphones lost on that day. wth. most of the red house ppl lost their phones, luckily green house ntg happen. because red house deco room was just right behind green house. the thieves were caught, got half full bag of handphones. but not all phones were found. haiz. felt sorry for them.

sports day ended at 1pm. reached home at around 2.30pm. went got back home, i found that my skin was sunburn, my nose, hands and legs were RED. and now, was dark already. went tuition at 4.30pm. headache that time, so not feeling well. haizzz... im still ILL, headache, flu and cough. =/

CHS Sports Day is coming. i think this coming week will not be in class most of the day. i hope i got the chance to ponteng to go for the deco .
this year gonna be the last Sport Day in CHS. =)
just enjoy la.



p/s: Hijau must gambateh!! dont get the last then can already. SEMANGAT ahhhhh~~